I held his paw and slept by his side for 14 days in hospital. But it turned out, all the love in the world wasn’t enough to save him. Thus begins the final post on Life of Dozer.
My dearest Dozer,
You came into my life in my arms, holding you protectively. And after almost 14 years together, I held you in my arms protectively again as I said goodbye.
I was sobbing so hard, I forgot everything I wanted to say to you in our final moments together.
So I started writing this letter to you, to say all those things.
I wanted to reminisce about our wonderful times – the thousands of visits to the dog beach, all the wonderful food we sampled together, the cuddles, the neck-scratching-sessions, our road trips.
I wanted to thank you for spreading the joy that is you with readers all around the world, for happily coming along with me to meet readers at events, book signings, fund raisers, lunches, dinners, not to mention TV shows, photo shoots, and my gosh, we can’t forget our stint on Play School!
But as I sit here, typing away with tears streaming down my face, I realise that’s not what I want to say to you.
What I want to say is thank you.
Thank you for giving me your whole heart.
Thank you for giving me your unconditional loyalty.
Thank you for loving me just as I am, for all my flaws, for never caring what I weigh, what I wear, what I look like.
Thank you for always being there, my one constant through the good and bad times.
Thank you for making me smile, even on the hardest of days.
And thank you for trying so hard to stay with me as long as you could, fighting to heal until your very last day. I will never forget how deep you had to dig to find the strength for your rehab walk on our final morning together.
I know that one day, I will be able to look at photos of you again without sobbing. And I know all this pain I am feeling is because I loved you so fiercely and completely, and I wouldn’t trade it for a second I got to spend with you.
But right now, four days after saying goodbye, it feels like the heartbreak will never heal, like I will never smile again.
Rest in peace, my darling Dozer. I will never forget you, and I will never stop loving you.
Love,
Your mum xoxo
Thank you SASH
To the vets and nurses at the Small Animal Specialist Hospital (SASH),
Thank you for the extraordinary care, skill, and kindness you showed Dozer. Every moment, from the medical expertise to the gentle reassurance and cheering him on, meant more to me than I can say. Knowing he was in such capable, compassionate hands gave me comfort during the hardest days. I will always be deeply grateful for everything you did for my beautiful boy. – Nagi x
Dozer has left his paw prints on your heart forever Nagi. His love for you is never-ending just like your love for him. Cherish all the memories. xoxo
Dozer was the luckiest dog in the world….
Nagi, I am so sorry for your heartbreak. I am crying reading your message following dozer and you of course for years everyone loved him! Also having two fur babies of my own knowing the love they show up every moment of everyday. All I can really say is this is sh$t and I am sorry. ❤️❤️❤️
I am so very sorry for your loss.
Dozer was loved all over the world. He had the best mum that could be. Thank you for sharing him with us.
Thank you for sharing Dozer with us, he was a beautiful soul. Some furry members of our family are so special and never leave our hearts. Thinking of you Nagi xx
Nagi, I’m just so sorry. In September, we lost our boy a few weeks before his 15th birthday. I know how profound the grief is. The pain is a physical ache as if your heart is literally breaking. They are family, and when we say a final goodbye to family it hurts so much.
I hope it’s of some comfort to know that you gave Dozer the very best life he ever could have dreamed of. He knew how deeply he was loved by you and he loved you right back.
Thinking of you and sending hugs x
So very sad for your loss, Nagi…. I have loved this journey you and Dozer have shared with us… I loved how much you two meant to each other….
Oh Nagi, im so sorry to hear Dozer has crossed the rainbow bridge. My heart aches for you
So so sorry for your loss Nagi! We all grew to love Dozer so much. I hope you find some measure of comfort in the memories you hold. 💔
What a moving tribute for a beautiful soul…so full of love and devotion. I can feel the depth of your loss of Dozer and the love you shared. My heart is with you. Warm hugs xxx
Im so sorry, no words can ever express how you must be feeling right now. Dozer will always be in our hearts and memories, never really gone. Though he leaves such a big hole to fill. Much love and hugs 🥹😥😓
Dear Nagi, such a beautiful boy I share your sadness as a fellow dog lover. You have shared so many wonderful things and pictures of
Dozer and he will be fondly remembered. You could see how much you loved him and may he now rest. Xx
Thinking of you Nagi as I am sitting on the couch with my boy Bentley , a 13 year old Cavoodle.
The time goes so quickly with our much loved pets and I feel your pain at the loss of Dozer.
I hope your beautiful memories of him help you in the days to come.
Sending you a big hug. ❤️
There are no words, my heart goes out to you
No amount of condolences will make a difference. He’s gone. Your boy. Hugs. He was loved. You were loved. You are loved. yoshimi
Aww ive tears reading this. Soo sorry for such a sad loss. I feel your pain as this week we are going to have to put to sleep our beautiful staffy we have only had him for 5 years but he is riddled with cancer tumours that can not be removed. My daughter got him when she was going through her first breakup at 19year old.The pain for her & us is unbearable. We have payed soo much money to try and save him but we can not have him in pain anymore. Big hugs nagi & dozer will always be around you 💞
I lost my dogs a year ago. My heart is still broken. I don’t cry like I used to. It does get better. So hard to say goodbye to true love. You’re in my prayers tonight.
I know that pain, huge hugs my friend
I am so sorry for your loss Nagi. Sending my love and hugs to you.💔🥲❤️
My heart breaks for you. How lucky you both were to have had each other🐾🤗🐾
My heart goes out to you and as a healer and spiritualist he was so grateful to you and the life you gave him and being there when he crossed the rainbow bridge. Much love and healing to you. You both touch many hearts. Caroline xx