I held his paw and slept by his side for 14 days in hospital. But it turned out, all the love in the world wasn’t enough to save him. Thus begins the final post on Life of Dozer.
My dearest Dozer,
You came into my life in my arms, holding you protectively. And after almost 14 years together, I held you in my arms protectively again as I said goodbye.
I was sobbing so hard, I forgot everything I wanted to say to you in our final moments together.
So I started writing this letter to you, to say all those things.
I wanted to reminisce about our wonderful times – the thousands of visits to the dog beach, all the wonderful food we sampled together, the cuddles, the neck-scratching-sessions, our road trips.
I wanted to thank you for spreading the joy that is you with readers all around the world, for happily coming along with me to meet readers at events, book signings, fund raisers, lunches, dinners, not to mention TV shows, photo shoots, and my gosh, we can’t forget our stint on Play School!
But as I sit here, typing away with tears streaming down my face, I realise that’s not what I want to say to you.
What I want to say is thank you.
Thank you for giving me your whole heart.
Thank you for giving me your unconditional loyalty.
Thank you for loving me just as I am, for all my flaws, for never caring what I weigh, what I wear, what I look like.
Thank you for always being there, my one constant through the good and bad times.
Thank you for making me smile, even on the hardest of days.
And thank you for trying so hard to stay with me as long as you could, fighting to heal until your very last day. I will never forget how deep you had to dig to find the strength for your rehab walk on our final morning together.
I know that one day, I will be able to look at photos of you again without sobbing. And I know all this pain I am feeling is because I loved you so fiercely and completely, and I wouldn’t trade it for a second I got to spend with you.
But right now, four days after saying goodbye, it feels like the heartbreak will never heal, like I will never smile again.
Rest in peace, my darling Dozer. I will never forget you, and I will never stop loving you.
Love,
Your mum xoxo
Thank you SASH
To the vets and nurses at the Small Animal Specialist Hospital (SASH),
Thank you for the extraordinary care, skill, and kindness you showed Dozer. Every moment, from the medical expertise to the gentle reassurance and cheering him on, meant more to me than I can say. Knowing he was in such capable, compassionate hands gave me comfort during the hardest days. I will always be deeply grateful for everything you did for my beautiful boy. – Nagi x
I sob for you…. my Mugzy has been gone for decades… Dogs are pure love … a gift for us if we dare…… all animals are pure love and when they are gone they stay in our hearts forever..You are amazing
Sorry for you loss.
Lots of hugs for you, Nagi. What a beautiful, full life you gave your sweet pup. Thank you for sharing him, and yourself, with us.
Thank you for sharing during this very sad time. Our hearts are with you. 💔🦮❤️
So sorry Nagi for your great loss.
I am so sorry. I know the heart ache of loosing your beloved furry family. My thoughts are with you at this time. Life will be different but Dozer and his love with remain with you forever. Be well.
Nagi,
I can’t tell you how much my heart aches for you and Dozer. I know how much you loved him and what an important part of your life he will always be. So let the tears flow, grieve as long as it takes and know he will always be in your heart. You will cherish him always!
Beautiful Dozer is always with you and clearly he had the best life 🙂 My thoughts and hugs are with you xxxx
I am so very sorry for the loss of Dozer. Our fur babies are family and it’s so hard to say goodbye. How lucky he was to have had such a wonderful life and mom! Run free Dozer!
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Nagi, Dozer knew he had the best 14 years of an dog before or after. I am crying from your beautiful goodbye.
💕💕💕💕 to you and Dozer.
I’m so sorry for your loss! Dozer will be dearly missed.
So sorry for your loss, Nagi, but so happy that you had 14 wonderful years. A beautiful tribute to a beautiful friend.
Sometimes there are no words. Sending gentle hugs and a shoulder to cry on. 💔🐾💔
Sharing your loss and feeling your pain. You will be reunited one day and in each others’ arms again. Take care <3
My heart aches for you! I lost 2 parents and a dog and a cat in 1 year, and honestly, the dog was so difficult. His absence was/is ever-present. You are loved.
my heart breaks for you THANK YOU for sharing Dozer with us
Sending you a big hug, Nagi. There are no words to help you heal your broken heart at this time, but know that there are so many of us sending you our deepest condolences. Dozer had a wonderful life with you and that is the greatest gift we can give our furry family members.
I am very sorry to hear this Nagy! It must be tough on you! Take care of yourself!!
I am so sorry about Dozer. He knew how much you loved him. Hugs